conflict

there is a conflict in my life
you can call me duallist
there is a duel
in between brain and mind
i hesitate..
hesitate to listen to my soul
you can call me adulterous
but who is not?
the process adultery
is going on & on ..
from the age of brazen
and it is still on
now i malice everyone
for the boy on the island
may be it sounds ambigous
but i'm always
like the way I'm..