jedh

ami somoy er pichone chutini konodin
amar hatghori te somoy thake thomke
kokhono ba pichoner dike hate somoy moton
sopnora dana melte na pere nistongo joler moto sthir
duniyata chutche bokar moto
boje na sombol sudhui smriti
ami somoy er sathe protiyogitati nambo na
sopno ra dhora debe amar khata patai
tai ami aj eto asthir
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insistence

i never ever run after times
in the custody of god
the only thing i have 
is the obstinacy to conquer
not the world but the dreams 
i used to saw..
those dreams are quite n calm
like stagnant water
the world is running after 
like a stupid horse
we only have memories
i'm not ready to compete with the moment 
just wanna capture them on the pages of my diaries

conflict

there is a conflict in my life
you can call me duallist
there is a duel
in between brain and mind
i hesitate..
hesitate to listen to my soul
you can call me adulterous
but who is not?
the process adultery
is going on & on ..
from the age of brazen
and it is still on
now i malice everyone
for the boy on the island
may be it sounds ambigous
but i'm always
like the way I'm..

let me die

i can't forget the moment
the tym we met
d way u talk
the way you touch
the way u leave
all are lyk an illusion
lyk an incomplete dream
it haunts me
it btraks me down
i can't move on..
i was broken in to pieces
like a mirror broken
like a tree that falls down
in recent storm
i feel so lonely in fresh summer
i feel lyk a looner in april's shower
come back..
or let me die
dnt want to live
in this cruel world of lie...